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i'm ripping apart my writing and it feels good, actually. some of what Cam was saying just didn't feel right, wasn't him. i think i may have turned a wee corner.

am sick. sucks big monkey balls. my throat is really bad, makes it hard to drink at times. ear popping. my cheeks and head and back ache.  sucked it up @ work today. appetite was fine until this evening. now i'm just drinking tea.

also, my in-laws flew home today, so that's making me a little sad. i get spoiled when they're around. except my father-in-law takes over my computer and office. can't be helped. the man never stops working. he gave me 'metals refining 101' the other night. the man knows his shit, amazes me.

not sure how i'm going to feel tomorrow. i really don't want to call in. i'm only paid if i work.